She recently lost 60 lbs! However she feel the need to put a disclaimer bc I’ve had people romanticize her weight loss and she would be remiss not to give the full story (if you just want pics scroll on down haha). She did NOT lose my weight intentionally or healthily, my anxiety gave me an incredibly sensitive stomach. I’d usually just eat a dinner because most of the day my stomach felt so sensitive that drinking water too quickly or eating more than a couple crackers or gummies would generally make me sick, she would throw up every single morning when She woke up. Most of my calories probably came from sprite or ginger ale because she recall many lunch breaks consisting of a large clear soda that I’d pray she could keep down. My relationship with food is still something she is working on. With that being said, getting smaller was a MASSIVE factor in my newfound running obsession. It just hurt significantly more when She was bigger, and she never loved the rush the way she do now, which is so funny to say because she recall many times saying She will just never like running it is too dreadful.” It’s also admittedly kinda nice to see where I am in reference to the body I’d wanted when I was younger, but my belly will stay a lil flabby until I’m active enough to sustain what I want haha 😅 She want to be clear as someone who felt very much trapped by this and had perceived no control over the situation, this was absolutely not worth it, and while I have work to do on my relationship with food I don’t see it as an enemy. She just hate throwing up 😬
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Here are two “before” pics and two “after”s to give you an idea ☺️ I went from a size 10 to a 2/4 depending on where I’m shopping. I, of course, didn’t plan this weight loss so it’s not like I have decent comparison photos to go off of rn. You can’t tell but I’m far happier now too (blame that on the therapy!)
Before:
Now!
Shout out to medical marijuana for helping with my morning nausea, appetite, and my other physical health reasons as well 💩 I would be wasting away without it!
(Edited to add a different before photo)
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